i had an awkward dream last night.

like any other dream, it felt very real. but after thinking 'bout it, of course there were things that didn't make sense, as it was a dream.

but out of nowhere, i actually dreamt of them; 1 of mother's best friends & her husband. she was also the Al-Quran Guru of my siblings & i.

& i was sent by mother to deliver a letter to her.
in the dream, it was as though we lived in different towns — which was why mother sent me over.
hence i had to travel, & after arriving, i stayed in town for a few days. i still hadn't delivered the letter yet. (don't bother asking why; it was in a dream) or had i? i don't recall which.

eventually, i ran into the husband of mother's friend to whom the letter was to be delivered.
he asked what i was doing there; i frankly told him the reason.
& then i don't remember what happened.

& instead, i recall a different scene, where i'm with mother & aunts & uncles. with a different atmosphere too.
it seemed like a completely different dream. but i'm not certain if it was.

but then, i only recall the 'conclusion' of the dream about mother's friend & her husband:-

quite suddenly, before/after i delivered the letter, but before i left town, i received news — news that...
this was only a dream okayy?mother's friend had passed away.

or was it both of them together?

i'm not sure if i had this doubt in the dream itself, or when i was awake.
i'm all confused.
i'm only human.

God knows best.


it's not like i'm filled with worry, or despair, or anxiety.
but it's just unusual that i dreamt about them; of all people.
it's really uncalled for.

or is it?
surely, God knows best.


insha-Allah; it remains as nothing more than 1 of my dreams. (: